variations

I’ve been having some serious issues lately. I can’t really tell if it’s me being stupid or the same me growing up, but everything seems fake. I’m mainly talking about the films i watch, because that’s how i basically spend my days (note to self: get a job, ftlog). I don’t think i dig this whole tv shows meet mtv extravaganza; ok, they’re fun to watch once, but the second time, when i start looking for other things besides entertainment, i find myself staring blankly at the screen thinking that if i’m ever to be a filmmaker (tho i have some mixed feelings about that as of late), i should steer clear of all this trendy fuss. I don’t know. I don’t even know why i’m writing this, but it wouldn’t make me feel better if i knew so heh.

Anyway, London’s been quite nice last night, Explosions in the Sky owned my heart, for some obvious (they are obviously obvious when i’m too lazy to elaborate) reasons. I don’t think having a nice camera pays off, the Astoria bastards kept mine at the box office. They probably think pocket cameras cannot count as proper cameras, for those aren’t real pictures. Oh they would be so surprised. I’m planning to get a Ricoh Caplio one of these days. We’ll see.